April 6, 2011
OK. I’ve been led to write something here. I know that I haven’t written in ages. I also know that I haven’t posted consistently for over a year.
Whatever. Things have been just as hard on me as they have been on all of you. I have posted some things that have pissed off some people and they’ve openly emailed me to say that they’re never going to stop by again.
I have my life and I know that you have yours. I love everything that has happened to me – good and bad. As a matter of fact, things have gotten better than ever in the past 4 weeks. I only hope the same for you.
A lot of people haven’t stopped by due to lack of posts and I totally get it. But you know what? I’m frustrated. Frustrated with so many things. I’ve been standing at the top of the mountain yelling about disclosure and the new economy and people aren’t on the same page. There are many other people and sites out there doing the same thing as me, although they were/are more consistent with their posts.
You wanna know how I feel? This video was shown to me tonight. Watch it and understand I am one of these three guys TRYING to tell the world what’s going on. As you’ll see in the video – the rest of the world doesn’t seem to care:
Have I fucked up on posting? Yes. Have I lost a lot of viewers? Yes. Am I still here – albeit battered and bruised from two years of hell? Yes. I’ve carried on and made this site happen. Why?
BECAUSE OF YOU.
It’s all of you that I do this for. Those of you who listen. Those of you who complain. Those of you who criticize. Those of you who LOVE. My friend summed everything recently up in the best line that I’ve heard:
“I hope for a government earthquake of 10.0 and a tsunami of love to hit the planet.”
I couldn’t have said it any better.
I love all of you. I love life. I love where I am and where I’m going to be. I only hope that ONE of you on this list of 855 that receive these emails feel the same.
Sure, months ago there used to be more communication here and I’m the only one to blame, as I didn’t post while I went through things.
But dammit if I’m going to let this shit die. I’m going to blaze my blue flame on my effin’ sword until the day that ships show up in the sky and shit actually happens.
I hope you’re with me. Because it was YOU that helped bring me here. It was YOU that helped me through the crap that I went through – from contemplating suicide to coasting free as bird. Thanks to YOU. I’m alive because of YOU.
Take this letter as is. Take this letter as faith. Take this letter as science. Take this letter any way you want. It’s yours to receive because you GAVE ME SO MUCH.
I don’t think you guys realize what you’ve done and how much this site has helped me through things. There are close people to my heart (you know who you are: BT, CB, LD, SD, AB, FP, NM) that have helped me deal with the deep stuff and pull through it but it’s the general masses that have kept a smile on my face for these last couple years.
I love all of you and dammit let’s hope that this 9/11 shit today with April Gallop, the Fed today/tomorrow, and this closure of government opens up DIS-closure to all of us souls that have been working to open up the new Golden Age for years.
I love all of you and I truly thank you for sticking by me in the mess that I’ve gone through. I love you all.
I love you all. Tony.
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