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Beth: Cosmic Ascension Checklist


Become One with Your Mighty I Am Today.
We Heal It Together.

December 21, 2009

My Friends,

Why have we not seen our World change yet? We are collectively waiting so all may be healed. We cannot go forward on the New Timeline without Mastery of our I Am Presence.

Look inside now.  Today.  Make a list of all these you still struggle with.


I will post a meditation [HERE] which will heal any and all of these you need help with. Be honest with yourSelf, Ask and Allow and KNOW IT IS DONE.


  1. Living on survival. Overly materialistic. Cut-off from Divine Mother, Mother Earth, and Goddess energies. Jealousy and envy. Negative ego ambition. Negative ego thirst for fame and/or greed. Physical sight, but blind psychologically and Spiritually. Over-indulgence in the appetites, gluttony, the five senses, bad habits, and addictions.
  2. Misuse or over-indulgence of sexuality. Lower creativity, like music and art that serves as a channel for the lower self. Creativity that is used by the negative ego instead of the Mighty I AM Presence and Holy Spirit. Lower-self sensuality.
  3. Misuse of Power. Emotional victimization. Mental victimization. Wrong motives. Negative ego / fear based / separative / dualistic / illusionary / selfish / lower-self / materialistic mind victimization. Worry. Impatience. Out of harmony with the Tao. Nonintegration of God/Goddess paths. Lack of proper mastery and integration of mind or feelings.
  4. Conditional love. Lack of self-love. Run by fear. Not giving up attack thoughts. Being defensive. Not being harmless.
  5. Being run by self-will or little will, not God’s Will. Inability to communicate with self, God, or others properly. Gossip.
  6. Spiritual blindness. Consciousness blindness. Psychological blindness. Inefficient perception of reality. Seeing what you want to see or seeing what you are programmed to see, but not seeing what is really there. Lack of development and refinement of consciousness. Having out of proper perspective, misinterpretation, misperceptions, false assumptions and conclusions, little picture instead of big picture, penny pinching or pound foolish, lack of Spiritual sight, lack of multi-dimensional sight, lack of development of a right Spiritual psychology, lack of transcendence of negative ego, fear based separative mind. Limited lens seeing and not Integrated Full Spectrum Prism Consciousness seeing. Not seeing from Spiritual / Christ / Buddha / Krishna / Moses / Mohammed / God / Goddess Mind. Not seeing from synthesis. Not having the eyes to see or the ears to hear.  “Once I was blind and now I can see.”  “Don’t try to take the speck out of your brother’s eye, when you have a log in your own eye.”  “If thine eye be single your mind will be filled with light.” Unconsciousness. Lack of wisdom. Lack of Active Intelligence. Lack of integration and balance.
  7. Working for self instead of working for God/dess. Separateness, selfishness, self-aggrandizement, vanity, glorifying self and not glorifying God/dess.
  8. Impatience, impulsiveness, arrogance, egotism, tendency to dominate; Key lesson is coming to a right relationship to self, and understanding one’s true identity.
  9. Over-possessiveness, jealousy, greed, fear of loss, stubborn; Key lesson is coming to a right relationship to the things you have or possess.
  10. Lack of concentration and persistence, extreme restlessness, two-faced, dramatizing, neurotic, preoccupation with self, butterfly; Key lesson number one:  developing a right relationship to your mind; are you the master of your mind, or is your mind your master? Key lesson number two:  harmonize one’s Spiritual and Earthly life.
  11. Too emotional, possessive, insecure, self-centered, selfish, sluggish in energy and/or physically lazy. Key lesson is to develop a right relationship to one’s feelings and emotions – are your feelings and emotions under your control, or are they running you?
  12. Inability to delegate authority, dominion over others and attachment to loved ones. Key lessons are impersonal love, coming from the heart, detachment, serving the Spiritual self rather than the ego self, and developing a right relationship to the use of will or power in one’s life.  Is power used in a top dog manner for dominion over others, or will power be used in a Spiritual manner for unconditional love, equality, and for the highest good of all concerned?
  13. Irritability, shyness, jittery, too cautious, inferiority complex, selfishness, and/or difficulty in communicating inner thoughts and feelings.  Key lesson is developing a right relationship to the analyzing mind.  In its proper usage there is the ability to correlate, digest, and collect facts in service of a Spiritual purpose.  The negative ego side would be analyzing what turns into judgmentalness and criticalness of self and others.
  14. People pleaser and seeking approval from others, and/or dominating beneath.  Key lesson is the balancing of inner and outer worlds.  Sign of Libra focuses on relationships, there is a need to be involved with life, but not to lose self in a relationship or life in general.
  15. Supercritical nature, judgmental of others, stubborn, vindictive, jealousy, resentful, sarcastic, lone wolves,  and/or rough time in relationships.  Key lesson is developing a right relationship to one’s creative energies.  Do your creative energies serve your personality or egotistical self or Higher Spiritual Self?
  16. Superficial, procrastination, nervous, tactless, disorganized, and/or undisciplined.  Key lesson is development of intuition and understanding of the higher mind and Spiritual aspects of life.
  17. Clinging to the past and possible clinging to mother, false pride, self-righteousness, lack of empathy, cold, selfish, arrogant, street Angel and house devil, and/or materialism.  Key lesson is love and service.
  18. Mentally cold, cruel, critical, demanding, lacking in love or mercy, lack of self-control, and/or difficulty at times in marriage.  Key lesson is development of inner knowing that goes beyond just faith.
  19. Self-indulgence, inferiority complex, unworthy, workaholic, restriction, limitation, moody, hard to understand and/or go with the flow attitude even if the flow happens to be negative.  ey lesson is coming to a right relationship with self and God/dess in terms of one’s beliefs.

My Beloved Friends, to realize the Christ, the Mighty I AM Presence and Integrated Ascended Mastership, you must transcend these imbalances and embody and demonstrate their opposite nature which I like to call the Cosmic Ascension Virtues!


SoBe It!

Beth and Mark


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  1. Plumafina says:

    Hello dear Beth,

    Mark’s situation will resolve itself for the highest benefit of everyone involved. I pray that is has a very happy solution.
    May I ask you to please clarify on: “Lower creativity, like music and art that serves as a channel for the lower self. Creativity that is used by the negative ego instead of the Mighty I AM Presence and Holy Spirit.” Can you give us some examples? Just researched the one about “the spoon”. Thank you for answering this email and thank you for all your wonderful contributions to this world. Be blessed, Plumafina

    • Beth says:

      Thank you for your kind words.
      “Creativity, like music and art, that is used by the negative ego instead of the Mighty I AM Presence and Holy Spirit”

      Music which stirs your lower ego. Example, Some rap songs and some rock songs are designed to stir up feelings like you wish you were with a partner doing things which are sexy but not the highest good.
      Art images which produce the same thing. Movies which are violent or hurting women. Novels which are celebrating these things. Video games which are explicit.

      There is a time and place for everything. No one who knows me would say I am a purist by any means. I do know when I live in a certain environment it has a definite effect on my Spirit and my interpretation of life. Choose wisely.
      Much love,

  2. Evo says:

    Hello, and thanks again for posting the messages that bring bits of light to an otherwise dark place. I have a comment, however I would like to also point out that I am not trying to get at anybody personally. With that being said, I am not exactly seeing how posting a list of nearly all the negative things about existence as an en-souled HU-man is going to help us here. I feel as though this list is wholly regressive, and not a single one of us can go completely without these things occurring. This message seems to be coming from a place of imbalance. It drills the bad stuff home, repeating it over, and over. I did not pick up much good heart feeling with this one, and also understand that everybody is entitled to their opinion. I was hoping for a different kind of list when I saw this headline……but this one, I feel, is laying blame and guilt where it could be saying mostly positive things, like how to counter these ailments of the human condition. The “key lesson” for each one of these are pretty baseline things for us lightworkers…..I just hope the messages get back on track, I look forward to the positive, but it seems we have slipped into another realm with what has happened as of late. Love and light always.

    • admin says:


      This list was not meant to be a list of negativity. It is meant to be a list whereby if you find that you are any of the listed traits, that the meditation will help to remove those traits to get you on the fast path to ascension.

      We all need to remove most, if not all, of the things that Beth lists here. It will take time, of course, but why not acknowledge them now and front them now?

      That’s what this list is for. LL, Tony.

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